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eta honked 17 Aug 2022 22:59 +0000

oh huh, this Simpsons episode (S10 E22) uses the slur "shemales" :c

to be fair, for something before I was born it had been doing a pretty good job on not being cancelled so far

eta honked 17 Aug 2022 20:07 +0000

oh gods how the fuck do I have 3 new mosquito bites

maybe I left the door slightly ajar during the insomnia 4am special, or maybe there were just some kicking around

eta honked 17 Aug 2022 02:39 +0000

oh wow, this is what like having insomnia is like; I don't like it

eta honked 16 Aug 2022 12:03 +0000

it's time to order your medication

(they also text me this as well. I have no idea how to get them to stop. I do not need to order any medication and I have no idea what they are using to figure out that I do.)

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eta honked 15 Aug 2022 15:55 +0000

oh wow, the British Library's public wifi will just redirect you to a Google search for an invalid domain name if they can't resolve it

that's... I'm sure there are some people relying heavily on that feature and that makes me sad

eta honked 15 Aug 2022 11:44 +0000

I swear I am going to wipe out a cyclist one of those days given how many of them decide red lights are optional (and I tend to assume a green man is license to cross without checking sometimes)

eta honked 15 Aug 2022 11:08 +0000

seriously?? why is the send me another code bigger and in the position one would expect "submit" to be in

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eta honked 13 Aug 2022 21:02 +0000

new pride just dropped

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eta honked 13 Aug 2022 20:35 +0000

treating making new friends as an angel girl problem, where you have to anticipate their needs and optimally hold a conversation in order to be valued, instead of just being yourself and doing what you would ordinarily do

eta honked 13 Aug 2022 13:07 +0000

a particularly annoying brainworm: thinking that if you're to do something, it either has to be the locally most optimal version of that thing possible, or it's not worth doing

(wait that just sounds like perfectionism)

but anyway, that's why I don't want to take a holiday :p

eta honked 12 Aug 2022 21:50 +0000

new tasty foodstuff: seared sesame tuna

this was tasty (I did add a little too much miso paste), but possibly not worth the anxiety of cooking with raw tuna :p

(it got seared for 1.5 minutes each side as advised, which probably makes it safe, but I'm still mildly concerned about parasites now...)

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eta honked 12 Aug 2022 19:53 +0000

love to hear the very loud sound of a nitrogen dioxide canister venting when out walking :p

eta honked 12 Aug 2022 19:22 +0000

voice therapy is pretty interesting

like I seem to be quite good at it; the main issue I have is being self-critical >.<

eta honked 12 Aug 2022 13:23 +0000

to be fair I'm not sure my sexuality right now is cromulent, either

it sometimes feels as if I'm split between multiple different attitudes (as evidenced by actual sex being okay in the moment, and then something I look back on with horror without fail every time so far)

eta honked 12 Aug 2022 13:17 +0000

there's probably a honk about this already, but I just randomly remembered a time at university (pre-transition) where I was in a room with a random cute girl

people were playing a truth-or-dare style game; they asked her who she'd make out with out of the people there, and she picked me

they then asked me the same question, and I consciously remember being like "hm, I could make out with someone right now", but then deciding against it, because it didn't feel right :p

eta honked 11 Aug 2022 16:43 +0000

why are there like 6 BTP at Woolwich XR specifically